Now that i think about it... i probably won't ever get that chance with *him* it's kinda obvious... you know, sometimes i think he doesn't like me, like he had to do this bet or something to get me to like him, but i don't know, but i hope not, but anyway, do you think he's leading me on? nah... i hope not... but he keeps saying stuff that make me wanna be with him more, like our imaginations if we were together, or how about if we went out, like were gonna kiss and stuff, i mean i don't want us to stop planning the *future* if EVER we end up together, but why still do it? maybe because it sweet? i have no idea, but i never want it to stop, this person who commented on my other post said that i should realize that now is probably not the time to be together... and that he knows it and perhaps he wants me to realize this... but i don't want to... that's the prob right there... i know i have feelings for him, i do, because i can feel it, but i guess i have to respect his feelings too and probably his decision... but you know it hard. i mean im practicaly waiting for him, when really he's the one suppose to be the one waiting. *sigh* im a patient person... i can wait... just for him. him and ONLY him.


take care you guys! <3