homaygad!! it's been FOREVER since i last wrote here! dammnn!! i'm so sorry you guys... a lots been happening... i mean a LOT... for one.. we broke up, yeah.. i know... shocking isn't it? 9 months down the drain, just like that... and i thought he didn't wanna break up.. whatever, moving on... what else? well that break up was like the highlight of this year... aside from other depressing moments... liking getting rejected... but anyway, that's another story... what i'm about you is gonna knock you off your seat... not really... okaay... so i heard from him that his friends from cebu totally hate me for what i supposedly "did" to the guy... i'm not gonna lie to any of you, i got fucking pissed and hurt... like what the fuck??!! you people don't even know me!! yes, and until now, i'm still pretty pissed... and why shouldn't i be? it's like judging a person without gettin to know that person first... and most of his friends don't know who i am, execpt for like one girl.. they only know me through what i do to the guy... it's just unfair for me... but what do they care right? all they know is that i'm this mean (ex)girlfriend of their bestfriend whom they want to protect... fack you people... seriously... you don't know my side... and you call yourselves Christians? pleeease... i'm sorry, i'm just still pissed... but that's no excuse, i'll say whatever the hell i want... so what you gonna do? ban him from asking me to be his (future) girlfriend? FINE. GO AHEAD. i don't give a damn if you load his mind with bullshit about me. then he's gonna complain why he lost me? thank your friends, sweetie. they didn't want a PERSON like me in his life. and just what kind of person am i now? a MEAN person? you tell me. oh shit. i forgot. haha YOU DON'T KNOW ME!! so you can't tell shit about me now can you? aww, poor friends. you guys are so pathetic. hating me won't make you people pretty. some of you don't even need to be more pretty... cos you already are! so STOP HATING ME!!! i'm telling you, you don't know SHIT about me!!! you think you're so cool, and suave that EVERYBODY like you? you just don't know the few people who hate you.. cos while you're busy hating me, some people are busy hating you. so as of now, i should be thankful, cos since i don't hate you people NOW, somebody's already hating you for me... i don't wanna hate them back.... i don't wanna be either of you.