i was pretty much alone today. kheem arrived safely in the states, and thus begins the rest of the week, and the next, without her. i know what you're thinking, "where are your other friends??" well, yes, i do have (other) friends, but none quite the same as kheem of course... you see it's just the two of us that normally hangs out, well fine, sometimes 3, maybe 4, but most of the time it's just the two of us. it's not like i haven't been trying to have fun, and it's not like im being lonely on purpose, or ignoring people-no, i have been having fun, but not as much as i do when kheem is around, and like i said, it's not the same:( all i could do was... nothing, i just had to accept that fact that she's happy wherever she is in the states, and well, im just lonely in school. he wasn't with me either... where was he?? grrr... he was with her instead, he didn't even bother to follow me after i left... guess i wasn't important (to him) today as she was to him... i just sat there in the spot where kheem and me almost always hang out, hoping that he'd come around to be with me, but no, i just found myself sitting there alone, for another oh so, 15 minutes? yes, sitting there watching happy people pass me by, groups of friends laughing, things kheem and me would do, but i can't do it by myself now can i? cos i'd look extremely weird laughing by myself or talking to myself... hmm come to think of it, we mostly get compared to a lot, because like people in school always see us hanging out together, just us two, but the others, they hang out in groups, so we kinda stand out? blah... i have nothing more to say... and NO im not mad...