hey you guys! it's awfully been a looong time! im so sorry that it has taken me this long to write here... things has been happening and i couldn't find the time to type it all down here for you guys to see because i've been busy handling them... you know? gee... i hope you guys still read this blog... haha ok... here are the details... so ok, pen is now my bf and it's been 2 months and 13 days, but it's not all fun and laughter you know, some problems have been popping up, as if its doing that on purpose to break us up or something, hopefully not, anyways, like i said, problems.... like how he gets pissed at me for not spending time with him, but i really do, and, and... i don't know.. some other problems we've encountered but i cant really remember haha! but i guess were all good now:) but gosh, i think the problem that couples encounter now is time... we never have time to be with each other... maybe it's because of me... but you can't hang out all the time with a guy at my school.. if you only knew what happens... the teachers start noticing and then they might think you guys are together then they go tell the principal then... yah... it's just hard and im only preventing that from happening... he just has to understand that... anyway... i can't believe that were 2 months! i can't wait to pass 3... then 4... then 5... etc! i really love him, and fuck all those problems! that only makes our relationship stronger! well, it's almost summer... and that means ISC... and that means pen would be leaving me for a month... i kept crying myself to sleep cos of that for awhile cos i kept thinking about all those miles and miles that we'd be away from each other... 1 whole fucking month CANNOT compare to the 4 YEARS i'd be spending alone without him, cos by then he'd be in the States for college... i can't deal with him being so far away! no i can't... someone help me before i start to cry again.....