i haven't been posting for awhile. . . sorry guys, i've been busy with home works and loads of projects! aaah! well anyway here's the entry for today. . . enjoy!:)


what would happen if our lives worked just like those cheesy, mushy, love stories? and almost every ending was happy? or "lived happily ever after"? you could describe my life as something like that, well almost, im like what? not even in the middle chapter yet? haha. . . my friends say that my life is like one of those romance novels they have read etc, because they somehow find my life sorta to what they read. and i think to myself, "is that really true?". . . that im not quite sure. . . but i can tell you this though, if i do get to finish this book based on my life, and got to read it all over again, i would defintely go back to the most beautiful chapter where i met the most amazing guy. so far, from the last events that has happened, im enjoying this part the most, having him in my life as some kind of "new" character that has been introduced to my life is simply amazing. gawd im such a hopless romantic. . . if they made a movie, i'd get the part as lead actress. *sigh* i can't wait to see if i will get that happy ending, but im really hoping my life would end with the guy that im crazy in love with right now, it could be possible. . . oh and my friends say we look great together. . . and it just makes me smile that they think that, i know anybody would do the same if they were told they look great together. i couldn't sleep well the other night, and i felt that something wasn't right, and when i woke up this morning to think about it. . . it hit me, and that i found myself lonely the other night, because every night he txts me, and we talk you know? and he is the only person that i talk like almost every night, and when he didn't, things changed, i just need one more day and everything will be back the way it is and i wouldn't be lonely in the night anymore. . . it felt weird that i slept early than late at night, because like we'd talk way past the time i should be in bed, but i bend the rules a bit because he's worth talking to and staying up late every night. . . but by tomorrow, hopefully, things will get back to normal. . . am i talking nonsense?